The Cure

Fuck it.

I'm going to be the bigger man, and put it all aside for now.

Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on at the moment; let me be it. I don't care about myself. I just want to see people happy.... okay... especially her, but everyone else too...

If you need to talk, just call me.

Anyone.

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This is me. This is who I am. I accept my standing in this world. I accept my circumstances.

But I don't accept everything. I'm still going to sort this out, after the storm blows over.

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You know, today I was actually shaking with sadness. I've never experienced it before, and I can say it's not that great a feeling. Everything else just doesn't matter when that happens. You just concentrate on being sad over whatever it is that you're sad about. But it's the ultimate catharsis, I think. Not totally, but you know how it is... ups and downs. I wasn't actually crying, just shaking, and that really surprised me. I think it just got to the point where tears didn't matter anymore.

I've never been this sad before.

And if not talking to you is making me this depressed, then you're sure as hell worth all the pain, sorrow, joy and ecstasy that I wish to share with you.... I won't say anymore. I want to be able to say it to you, in front of you. Will you give me a chance?