I've figured out my problem.
You might have figured me out before I did, but it's my epiphany.
I have great ideas. I have great starting points. I can think of great ending points.
But what I lack, is the development. I suck at developing my ideas.
Just sitting and staring at a page won't help me either.
You see, when I see something inspirational, I don't think of how it could tie into my current idea. Instead, I just think of a whole new starting point. Sometimes a totally different idea, sometimes it's been integrated into the old one.
I never think of continuation.
I guess that's where I fail at life.
Meh. Means I'm a person of impulse?
But seriously, I can now even see it in my own studying/practising processes. I'm great at the start, I pick it up easily, I can shine. But a month on, I'm losing it, I don't practice the amount I need to, thus failing at anything in between. And then, when it's near the end, if I'm up to it, I give it one final burst, and achieve average. If not, then I fail miserably.
Cest la vie. For me.
Don't know if I'll change.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
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Hah, I know exactly what you're talking about >_>
ReplyDeleteLike, you have awesome ideas for the end product, al these cool interesting things you can do, and so you start off brilliantly...then the the enthusiasm just kind of...fades away.
I do that in video games XD
"Oh hey, that class looks really fun! And I can do all of this and that! I think I might make another character!"
*after the long and tedious period of leveling up to max level*
"Okay...max level now...kinda bored...I know I can go do all this stuff to improve my character...but cbf...Oh hey look at that class!"
Repeat.
Ah yes, drama study. *sigh* Thats going sooooo well. *cough*
...stupid drama. But hey! only one more test, right?