The Meaning Of Age

Yes, I thought it was good too, Liam.

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10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now

1. What you're going through, I cannot fully contemplate. I'm not someone who can understand everything about everyone, I'm not a mind reader. But, as long as you're willing to look for and accept, my help is always there. That's what friends are for.

2. Seriously, mature the fuck up. You may think you already are, but maybe, just maybe, sometimes that's what comes between you and other people. I hope one day, you, me and more of my other friends can sit down, have a coffee, and have a decent chat without them mind-death staring you.

3. Are you happy? Are you well and truly happy? I've heard otherwise. But I suppose there are hiccups in everything. If one day it all falls apart, then I'm here for you to lean on.

4. Don't keep doing this. You'll regret it for the rest of your life if you think you'll keep being successful. I don't care if it's just to get by for a short time, you need to think in the long run. Stop before you're ahead.

5. I wish we could spend Christmas together.

6. You're good as married. I want an invitation. If not, you need to break it off. She needs to grow up. I'd hate to see her hurt, but she does.

7. I guess we'll never know...

8. Our time will come. Just got to have patience. Good things come to those who wait, right?

9. Stop it. It's not going to happen any more. It's been ages. Grow some balls and move on.

10. I miss you.

9 things people may not know about you

1. I tolerate certain people. And it means I don't like them enough for me to consider them to be a friend, but it doesn't mean that I hate them.

2. I might not seem it, but sometimes, when I'm laughing it off, that's what I'm really trying to do, because I am really, really hurt.

3. Yes, I'm human, I feel envy too. But if I think about it enough, it stops, because I realise how stupid I am.

4. Curiosity killed the cat. That is a lesson I try to keep at heart, because I'm really nosy.

5. I listen, which is why I seem to know things I shouldn't.

6. Nowadays, when I say "sorry" I at least try to mean it. I.e. I try to remember my mistake, and not repeat it, or else just saying sorry means nothing.

7. You may say that I'm not fat to keep me feeling okay about myself, but my BMI begs to differ. I am indeed overweight. I plan to get rid of a majority of it.

8. Always open to hugs.

9. My primary school motto "Life Sucks. So get used to it" still applies to me daily. But it's really warped now to be more positive... sometimes.

8 ways to win your heart

1. A smile.

2. Pretty hair. Seriously... hair style really affects how I see you.

3. And on the hair note: A Caucasian with black hair, or brunette. Really my weakness.

4. I see her expressing the full spectrum of human emotions. But preferably not all within one minute...

5. Her ability to tolerate me.

6. Personality. Ain't no other way.

7. Appearance. I may seem shallow, but meh. I'm honest. This last comment may or may not kill all my future chances with women because of it's pretentiousness, but I believe my time will come.

8. Voice. Her singing will captivate me.

7 things that cross your mind a lot

1. Music.

2. Acting.

3. Love, and each person's different definition of it.

4. Reading body language.

5. Ninjas and Pirates.

6. The future. And specifically my future leading up to my demise.

7. Regrets.

6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order)

1. Shower.

2. Listen to music.

3. Check email.

4. Lie there and fantasise.

5. Think of anything that I regretted doing within the past day. No regrets = peaceful sleep.

6. Think of anything that I might need to do when I wake up.

5 things you notice in the opposite sex

1. Body; their presentation, context is also taken into consideration.

2. Face.

3. Personality.

4. Age. I don't know why this is so important to me, it just is.

5. Strength, mental, emotional and physical. I'm scared if their punches hurt me.

4 things you wish you never did/had

1. Screw up my HSC.

2. My stubborn and persevering nature. It gets me into the wrong places. Friendships have sometimes gone awry, and never returned until a long time later.

3. Moved out of Quakers Hill during high school. I liked it there. And I got more exercise having to walk to the station in the mornings. But now that it's over, I don't mind very much.

4. Not taken the initiative and created a chance.

3 songs to describe your life

1. The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

2. Back At One - Brian McKnight

3. Fly Away - Nelly


2 things you want to do before you die

1. Bring joy to the heart of millions. By any means possible (like playing Cupid, or donating an organ) but specifically donations, charity work, or on the silver screen. Or all of them. (Seven Pounds style)

2. Get married. It may seem like a girl's dream, but I'd rather like to know I'm loved before I die.

1 confession

1. If you've read all my blog, then you know that I've change a lot over a whole year. So whatever I may say now, it'll change soon. In a second even. However, I'd like to point out that in the first part, those 10 things are really quite general, but if you asked, I could probably pin them down to 2 or 3 people. Except the first one. That's just me being a smart arse.