Blackbird

ahhh.. really really annoyed...

such a bad day today,, so much bad luck all around me..

Bas tripped and scraped his knee... Daniel tripped and scraped his hand...

Hayfever was acting up like a bitch today... so sneezing and runny and itchy eyes.. and sore joints..

Plus.. My right arm is f***ing up.. it loses strength once in while.. and it hurts on the inside.. needa see a doctor..

sigh...

Getting slightly annoyed at my brother.. because he keeps using my computer, and even though I think it's a waste of money, I hope he hurries up and saves up for his own, because I want him off mine...

uhmm.. need to go out some time and buy a few books... some to read for enjoyment, and others to do work with...

oowww... pain from excess hayfever...

Oooh,, I need to lose a bit more weight, and then I think by the end of next year I should be able to dunk one-handed.. because I can get the ring now! xD

Mmmhh.. uploading vids onto YouTube.. hopefully I can finish them off tonight...

Uhmmm... I believe congratulations are in order for Swapnil, he's gotten a girlfriend again, ask him yourself if you want to know who... or ask me if you are curious, because I will tell if you ask politely//nicely... as I said I would to Swapnil, who told me I could tell anyone I want, but I said I'd tell only if they asked...

huh... Year12 soon.. stupid Year11 classes are still running... I wanna get out of Chem! >__<"

sigh... sleep soon..

Hold Back the Happy Smile

Fuck me.

Peter pissed me off to no end last night... really felt like sending a fist into his face, but I held back.

What was it that made me feel like that?
Don't know.

But now I'm thinking it's probably because all that bottled up anger at him for the past... 10 weeks of Friday nights?

I don't care about the score as much as I care about having a good game.

Regret is not what I'm trying for, but I'm starting to regret a lot of stuff.

Why not just be the solitary one, instead of running the risk of building up hatred and jeopardizing a friendship?

Oh, and also, I hope Liam pulls it off, really I do. Just hoping the best for his relationship. Just so he won't actually annoy me about it. And I don't like seeing people depressed.

Anyway, today was a total waste of a Saturday, it felt like...

Woke up at 11, went to work, read the newspaper, and went to tuition. Came home for a bit, then went to work again. And it was quite busy.

Now I'm home and sitting my arse in front of the computer.. Lazy, eh?