Stuck Between Earth and Reality

Right now..

I'm a bit depressed...

What's making me depressed..?

Music. The Subject at School.

Don't ask me why.. Believe you me, I love music, but now it's just starting to piss me off.

Maybe it's the damn curriculum that's making me sad, because it totally conflicts my views on music.

My opinion?

Music is an art, like VA and Drama, to be appreciated. And like both of those, yes, there are guidelines, but restrictions are total bullshit. All performing arts are meant to be a freedom of expression, a way to express yourself in your own style. But lately, my passion for performing music... has practically gone into cardiac arrest, and can't recover.

I'm usually more resilient to shit, but this has happened too much, too many fucking restrictions in HSC Music, and the way Walker teaches it.

Fuck it. Dropping it next year.