Everything

I will find my way, I want a different way. After the wind and rain, there'll be a brand new day. I will find my way, I want a different way. Nothing can stop me now, no matter what they say.
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Hmmm.... It's the second day of the holidays already =(

Such a waste of holiday time...

Hopefully I'll be able to go to paintball on Friday, even though it's such short notice =\

Sigh... It's only been two days, and already I miss her >__<" --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

On another, less happy note...

The other week, whilst I was trying to rest from being sick and all, I was thinking. A lot.

And suddenly I became worried, and scared.

Worried and Scared for most of the girls in my grade.

I understand and respect them for who they are... but most of them, if not all of them, are thinking too narrow-mindedly.

What I hope they will realise when they leave high-school, is something that I can't put into words to teach them, only have faith that they understand it themselves.

I hope that if ever I tried to teach them something, the words will sink in when they gain experience outside of high school.

High school, is a major step into adulthood. Not necessarily maturity or wisdom, which I hope they will also gain. But adulthood.

Trying to explain adulthood is like trying to explain the meaning of life. It's whatever we make of it. Or whatever someone says it is. Or it's not about what, it's about whom.

You see? There are too many things to define.

Like I always say to the guys: Age does not constitute maturity, or immaturity.

There's no way I can tell everyone.

Why am I seeming sexist and not worrying for the guys as well?

Because yes, I most probably am being sexist. But all the guys seem to affect each other. Where one person gains experience outside of school, it seems to rub off onto the others. Not so much for the girls... Eg: Some of them still don't appreciate the full seriousness of NEEDING A JOB. They just take the things they have for granted. The guys on the other hand, know that getting a job is one step closer to getting things they want; be that accessories for themselves, or a present for their girlfriend.

Oh, the materialism of this world... There's another thing... sigh.. materialism... where would we be without it? Don't diss it, cos you know you have it too; if you have a paying job.

Seriously though, I know my limitations. Hopefully I do.