Beautiful Like Nothing Else

I start this post at 12:01 am. It's Midnight.

At this point, there is a sigh, that no matter how much I try, I just can't release.

It's been sitting there in my diaphragm for the past 6 hours.

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It is now 11:09 am.

I find it hard pressed to finish this blog.

You know that phrase, emotional turmoil? Well. Thoughts are in turmoil too.

Did I screw up?

I hope not.

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Take a chance on me,
And maybe I can show you,
How wonderful love can be.
But all I really want,
Is for you to be happy.

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It's true. That's all I wish you to be.

Happy.

I know you're reading.

Well, I hope you are, anyway...

Shall we talk?

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Sorry. Being absurd.

Or am I?

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Dear Heart,

I appreciate all that you've done for me these past 17 years, but now's not the time to go breaking. Trials are coming up. We need to stay focussed. HSC is coming soon too.
Fuck, Drama.
You're killing me, from the inside out.
It's unhealthy, I swear.

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Speaking of unhealthy.. I still need to:

1) Get my blood test results
2) Get another blood test done &
3) Lose some weight

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Fuck I hate English. Stupid essays.

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It's now 11:27am, Saturday, the 8th of August as I finish this post.

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