Hopeful

YES! Survived English !

I'm generally quite happy with it =) considering I did shit-all studying for it... just memorised my quotes... and thought of two topics to write about...

On the other hand... I didn't write ANY of the essay in first person =X

Anyway...

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Felt quite.... depressed today at school... maybe I'm thinking too much...?

Don't know... everytime I thought of her... my heart just kind of... had a bit of ache...

Oh shit. Heart ache. At this age.

I'm not sure what Faye was saying.. but I overheard a bit of her conversation with Rebekah Kim, and she said something like "I hate it when things change, when feelings change"

And I thought, yeah, that's exactly what I'm feeling now...

Wondering if I'm being too bleedin' obvious...?

Does she know I like her...?

Sigh... Want to, and don't want to give up...

Light, and Dark, Give me Strength.

Unbelievable

Sigh... I have English class-thingy tomorrow at school -__- in the middle of the holidays !

Stupid, stupid Conflicting Perspectives...

ARGHHH !

That reminds me that I have to write up those three frikkin' essays for English tutoring.

Kill Me.

And the day after that, I have Drama that starts at 9, and ends at 6. But hopefully, I can get out early enough to be able to go to maths, and then get off maths at the earlier time of 4 =)

Huh. Wishful thinking.

And on Thursday, I have the same thing, but this one's more important, 'cause the maths session is all about 4 unit!

Sigh...

Need to fix up drama monologue...

Uhmmm... Need to make Business Studies and Senior Science notes... urgh...

So much studying ahead! And here I am, without even the slightest study plan organised, which I'd told myself I'd make well before the holidays were meant to have started.

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Compulsory Secondary Education aside, everything else seems to be running alright for me =)

I find that I'm caring more and more... Back down, or not? Before everything goes haywire.

Ah crap. Need to go to sleep.

N.B. Added quite a few quotes in the right hand column. Read if you have the time =)