I need distraction, oh, beautiful release. Memories seep from my veins.
Let me be empty, oh, weightless and maybe, I'll find some peace tonight.
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Just been reading back on my old Xanga
And my old old emails... from up to 4 years ago...
Wow... they sure were the innocent years...
I haven't used my Xanga... since I stopped liking Teresa!
WOAH... That's... about a year now..
Okay.. If you've just checked, there are 2 posts in there within that timeframe... but I meant properly, like I do here....
Hmm... I read back on those emails.. and some of that stuff is actually true... and then I kinda berate myself for doing the wrong things...
And then I see the entries from Faye's Xanga, and then now, it makes that much more sense to me... And I'm thinking I'm an idiot for not seeing it at the time...
Sigh...
Good ole Times..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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oh cheng..
ReplyDeletemy xanga is highly embarassing,and much like my blog now, a true reflection of my feelings of that time.
and i am ashamed to have felt(though i still am) extremely shallow in the depth of how i feel. sigh.
And then I see the entries from Faye's Xanga, and then now, it makes that much more sense to me... And I'm thinking I'm an idiot for not seeing it at the time...
i dread to ask.. what do you see now? hmm? D:
i guess it doesn't matter now.. right?
"actions speak louder than words.. but words will do for now ;]"