Good Times

I need distraction, oh, beautiful release. Memories seep from my veins.
Let me be empty, oh, weightless and maybe, I'll find some peace tonight.

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Just been reading back on my old Xanga
And my old old emails... from up to 4 years ago...

Wow... they sure were the innocent years...

I haven't used my Xanga... since I stopped liking Teresa!

WOAH... That's... about a year now..

Okay.. If you've just checked, there are 2 posts in there within that timeframe... but I meant properly, like I do here....

Hmm... I read back on those emails.. and some of that stuff is actually true... and then I kinda berate myself for doing the wrong things...

And then I see the entries from Faye's Xanga, and then now, it makes that much more sense to me... And I'm thinking I'm an idiot for not seeing it at the time...

Sigh...

Good ole Times..

Take the Time

Hmm.. I suppose it's safe enough to type out what I'm thinking right now in here.. I mean, no one reads it anyway.. and even if someone does.. I'm sure they'll comment ^^

Well, I was originally planning to type this out in my Xanga, but as said before, I'm sure it's safe enough to be typed here, I mean, what else is this for anyway??

Okay.. well.. I'm doubtful of my thoughts, but the leadup story is that (if you'll read a few posts down) I got Teresa at a bad time, and what I got from that conversation with her is that she's not allowed to go out these holidays..

What I think is, that her parents probably have a feeling that she has a boyfriend, and not letting her out.

That's part (A) and I'm never sure about these thought processes of mine..

And then this next bit got me thinking again; Liam, and Riza have both stayed up all night on MSN last night, most likely to chat with Teresa, which is what I picked up from the convo just about half an hour ago...

Now the only reason I've ever remembered that anyone's ever stayed up that late on MSN, is either they're having troubles, they're helping someone else with their troubles, or they're just plain bored and don't have a life.

hopefully you get the picture here, if not, screw you, and I'll explain:

What I'm trying to say, is that I think Teresa's troubled, and I don't know what the trouble is, and I don't know how I picked up that vibe, because I haven't a) seen her in ages, and b) talked to her in ages either..

So maybe I'm in a well (yes, that's meant to be well, not world) of my own stupidity.

Oh well.. that felt a slight bit better getting it out..

Uhmm.. just finished watching Next, which stars Nicholas Cage (great actor) and Jessica Biel (my god, she's hot) hahaha.. oh well..

It was a good movie... gtg, quickly.

Fortune Faded

Hmm..

Just talked with Teresa for the first time in.. yonks..

Thought it'd be an alright chat, but I think I caught her at a bad time..?

Heh, was a bit taken aback, is all..

Imagine that if you would,, trying to have a nice chat with someone for the first time in ages, only to find out they're snapping at you because they're probably in a very very foul mood..

And such a stupid coincidence that this girl is the one I like and stopped talking to after I found out who she liked and she was already going out with him...

Stupid life.. ahh well, take it as it comes...

Hmm.. i wonder if anyone actually reads this..? Comment if you do please!

Hmm.. time for some sleep I believe..

Think I'll start on my Drama IP Tomorrow..

Good Night, and remember, Comment!

Thoughts in the Night

It's now... 1:48am Saturday the 14th of June...

I'm feeling kinda tired.. but we won a Basketball game at Hills just 3 hours ago.. so kinda happy bout it..

Hmm.. should be going to bed.. but a thought i wanna elaborate on first..

Was just having a chat with my good ninja friend Bas, and he's been reading up on my Xanga.. and he asked me a pretty wierd question.. wasn't totally random, considering he'd been reading it just before, but was a demanding question for me...


14-06-2008
12:59:57 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i read your blog thing again.
14-06-2008
1:00:03 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
aye?
14-06-2008
1:00:03 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
that...secret-ish one
14-06-2008
1:00:10 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
which one again..?
14-06-2008
1:00:18 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
um.
14-06-2008
1:00:27 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i dunno, i cloed it.
14-06-2008
1:00:31 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
*closed ^^
14-06-2008
1:00:43 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
history <--
14-06-2008
1:00:45 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
um...................cant remember what it was called.
14-06-2008
1:00:46 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
ah.
14-06-2008
1:01:18 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
its the one you gave me the site to when i was off that talks about teresa in every post.
14-06-2008
1:01:23 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
black background.
14-06-2008
1:01:30 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
uhmm
14-06-2008
1:01:31 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
xanga
14-06-2008
1:01:32 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
oonly updated now and then.
14-06-2008
1:01:34 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
yeah
14-06-2008
1:01:40 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i read it again ^^
14-06-2008
1:01:41 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
was it updated at all this time?
14-06-2008
1:02:02 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i dunno
14-06-2008
1:02:10 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
but...im just thinking.
14-06-2008
1:02:13 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
is it just me
14-06-2008
1:02:26 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
and my emo, depressed self, or did you more than like teresa.
14-06-2008
1:02:31 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
honestly.
14-06-2008
1:02:31 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
i don't remember anything in my blogs
14-06-2008
1:02:47 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
more than like..?
14-06-2008
1:02:54 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
you know.
14-06-2008
1:03:07 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
no i don't...
14-06-2008
1:03:59 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
far out.
14-06-2008
1:04:09 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
im not gonna say it
14-06-2008
1:04:12 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
taboo word.
14-06-2008
1:04:23 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
if i say it its jynxed.
14-06-2008
1:04:29 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
hold on hold on
14-06-2008
1:04:36 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
evil?
14-06-2008
1:04:43 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
backwards with an o?
14-06-2008
1:04:44 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
to a degree.
14-06-2008
1:04:47 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
what!
14-06-2008
1:04:51 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
oh
14-06-2008
1:04:51 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
yeah
14-06-2008
1:04:54 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
that one
14-06-2008
1:04:57 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
lol
14-06-2008
1:05:01 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
evil...netver thought of that.
14-06-2008
1:05:03 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
good one ^^
14-06-2008
1:05:05 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
noob
14-06-2008
1:05:58 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
i dunno
14-06-2008
1:06:05 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
who can say what it is?
14-06-2008
1:06:09 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
everyone's different
14-06-2008
1:06:21 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
hm..i suppose.
14-06-2008
1:06:31 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i dunno
14-06-2008
1:06:35 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
you know when you know
14-06-2008
1:06:41 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
thats just how it works'
14-06-2008
1:07:02 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i dunno
14-06-2008
1:07:14 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
your language just made me think that, im cool with being totally wrong.
14-06-2008
1:07:46 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
huh?
14-06-2008
1:09:31 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
.......its too late?
14-06-2008
1:09:39 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
huh..?
14-06-2008
1:09:58 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
it. is. too. late. for. your. mind. to. be. awake.
14-06-2008
1:10:13 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
(im hoping full stops makes it clearer)
14-06-2008
1:10:20 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
oh right..
14-06-2008
1:10:25 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
no... it's just the wording..
14-06-2008
1:11:13 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
oh, my bad, im tired too
14-06-2008
1:11:19 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
it's cool
14-06-2008
1:12:24 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
didnt asnwer me tho :P
14-06-2008
1:12:36 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
just went all confusius on me.
14-06-2008
1:12:42 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
xD
14-06-2008
1:12:50 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
but i don't kno
14-06-2008
1:12:52 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
know*
14-06-2008
1:12:54 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
seriously
14-06-2008
1:13:02 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
hm..k
14-06-2008
1:13:09 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i shouldnt look into htings then
14-06-2008
1:13:28 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
its to late for me to be discussing the l word anyway.
14-06-2008
1:13:34 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
psh
14-06-2008
1:13:34 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
*"L"
14-06-2008
1:13:45 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
heh
14-06-2008
1:13:53 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
no chance now anyway
14-06-2008
1:13:59 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
she's going out with someone
14-06-2008
1:14:04 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
ha, tell me about it
14-06-2008
1:14:05 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
can't do much can i?
14-06-2008
1:14:08 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
nope.
14-06-2008
1:14:17 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
cept sit and wait for your chance.
14-06-2008
1:14:19 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
exactly
14-06-2008
1:14:26 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
it'l come round one day.
14-06-2008
1:14:31 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
unless they get married
14-06-2008
1:14:34 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
then your fucked.
14-06-2008
1:14:46 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
totally
14-06-2008
1:14:50 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
yup.
14-06-2008
1:14:58 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
or after that they divorce
14-06-2008
1:15:04 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
unless you can ninja in a divorce.
14-06-2008
1:15:08 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
i like your thinking.
14-06-2008
1:15:11 AM
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
xD
14-06-2008
1:15:36 AM
TheBaz --- If you let go, that's where Time will stand....
♠♣♥♦Charlie Totem -- Bas (in drama): "Dude, where's my line?"
XD

Yeah.. I know.. some unnecessary guy things in there that didn't need to be written down.. but cbf deleting half of them.. so can you tell me?

WAS it love?