Colour Out

The Script -- Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Colour Bound

The Script -- The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Chorus 2x

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Out of Time

Sigh... English... Fucking tests... Why so many in the first week back..? I have it alright, actually, I feel sorry for people like Karen: 4u maths Tues, UMAT/Chem Quiz Wed, Ext Eng 1 Thur, and Adv Eng Today...

Anyway... Too many things that I'm feeling right now, and not enough time to blog in...

But here's one of the major things I am feeling now:

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Realize by Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

Dreams

It's the Circle of Life, And it moves us All.

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Hmm...

Working on something VERY important...

Uhmmm.... Talent Quest Committee meeting went well =)

Come on, people! Use the Cbox! =======>

Hummingbird

You raise me up.

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Hmm...

seeing these things... makes me a bit sad...

hate not being able to help...

But can't do anything anyway. Can't interfere, must let things develop themselves.

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Can't do anything... must wait it out...

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LOL just saw an ad saying "find out your date of death" "it's chillingly accurate"

and it's one of those text thingys...

that's such a stupid ad... as if you'd know if it's accurate or not...

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Sigh...

Good Times

I need distraction, oh, beautiful release. Memories seep from my veins.
Let me be empty, oh, weightless and maybe, I'll find some peace tonight.

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Just been reading back on my old Xanga
And my old old emails... from up to 4 years ago...

Wow... they sure were the innocent years...

I haven't used my Xanga... since I stopped liking Teresa!

WOAH... That's... about a year now..

Okay.. If you've just checked, there are 2 posts in there within that timeframe... but I meant properly, like I do here....

Hmm... I read back on those emails.. and some of that stuff is actually true... and then I kinda berate myself for doing the wrong things...

And then I see the entries from Faye's Xanga, and then now, it makes that much more sense to me... And I'm thinking I'm an idiot for not seeing it at the time...

Sigh...

Good ole Times..

How Long

Let's not wait till the water runs dry, we might watch our whole lives pass us by.
Let's not wait till the water runs dry, and make the biggest mistake of our lives.

Don't do it, baby.

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Love itches.
Sometimes it's an itch you can't scratch, especially when you need someone else to scratch for you. And then it just kills you if they don't scratch it for you.

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The above paragraph is something I just copied and pasted from FB, which I typed up myself (you'll find it in one of Luce's Photo's Comments)... I think it means quite a bit to me =/

But it's true.

It's annoying.

Love is incomparable. But it can be compared to anything, anything at all.

Love is unique to every individual; "beauty is in the eye of the beholder".

Shit. Emo Rant. My bad.

But one last Emo Rant: I screwed up 4u maths =(

Sigh.

Corner Of The Earth

I've been travellin' on this road too long, just tryna find my way back home, the old me is dead and gone.

Yeah Yeah... the lyrics and the title don't match, but hey, that's the way it feels.

Hmm... Midnight... well.. almost 1am.. but yeah.. should sleep soon...

Fuck. Core. and Every other fucking thing.

GAHHH!!!

How long will I wait for...? Even I don't know the answer to that myself.

I'm Doing Just Fine

Over the past few days, I've had a realisation why I like playing the piano so much...

You see,, it calms me after everytime I play it... like a form of meditation but with intense emotions flowing through the fingers...

Hmm.. that's probably the only reason I've been able to NOT quit so far...

It's that and probably the delusional thought of writing songs to suit my mood..?

Dunno...

Hmmm... Have to chase back up on maths,, and NEED TO DO THAT FKN SEN. SCI SPEECH!

ARGHHHHHH

Sigh...

"I'm doing just fine, time made me stronger, you're no longer on my mind..." -- "I'm Doing Just Fine" - Boys II Men

hahaha... that's such a bullshit line, because otherwise it wouldn't be a song about her... but the song's pretty good, especially the way it's sung...

Maths... Extension... 2...! Save me...

... I knew I shouldn't have told anyone... Thomas told Liam, and now Liam's bugging me about it... but I bug him back, so we're pretty even anyway...

Ah well.. HOPEFULLY (Very Hopefully) no one else will know unless I tell them...

End Of the Road

Hmm.. just finished vacuuming the top floor of my house... not actually tired, because I slept till 1pm, which was an 11hour sleep, considering I slept at 1am.. (It's Daylight Savings, if you think it's meant to be 12hours)

"When I look at you, I see something rare, A rose that can grow anywhere, And there's no one else I know that can compare."

Just had these lyrics running through my head for a while... Wanted to actually get it down..

Soooo bored at the moment.. sigh..

There's Light in the Distance, But It's Too Far Away

Martin Kember - Back 2 Him She Goes

All the time I been knowin' you
Who'd have known we would end up here
It took me so long to say the words
And to overcome my fears
Cos when I see you walkin' hand in hand
I have to close my eyes
Cos I know the love you gave to him
Should rightfuly be mine

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes
She goes, she goes, she goes, she goes

It's 2 o'clock in the mornin'
Answer my phone and I hear you cryin'
You say you need me to pick you up
And I question myself why
But I know I just can't wait to see you
I must be a fool
I just keep on telling myself this time
She'll be here for good

And for that moment
I feel like my life is not my own
But still the same cycle continues
You're right back in his arms

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes
She goes, she goes, she goes, she goes
She goes, she goes, she goes, she goes

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she go-ooo-ooo-ooes

He breaks her down
I pick her up
So back to him she goes
He treats her so wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes
She goes

Nevertheless

LIFEHOUSE - SPIN

I'd rather chase your shadow all my life
than be afraid of my own
I'd rather be with you
I'd rather not know
where I'll be than
be alone and convinced that I know

and the world keeps spinning round
my world's upside down
and I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
and I wouldn't change a thing
no, you and I wouldn't change a thing

everything I know has let me down
so I will just let go
let you turn me inside out
cause I know I'm not sure
about anything
but you wouldn't have it any other way

and the world keeps spinning round
my world's upside down
and I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
and I wouldn't change a thing
no, you and I wouldn't change a thing

spinning turning watching burning
all my life has found its meaning
walking crawling climbing falling
all my life has found its meaning

you and I wouldn't change a thing
no, you and I wouldn't change a thing

and the world keeps spinning round
my world's upside down
and I wouldn't change a thing
I've got nothing else to lose
I lost it all when I found you
and I wouldn't change a thing
no, you and I wouldn't change a thing
no, you and I wouldn't change a thing

Martian Eclipse

Blogging again.. because just listening to this song makes me feel a bit sad..

S CLUB 7 LYRICS

"Never Had A Dream Come True"

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you