Obsolete

I feel fucking depressed.

Why?

The last period of school... kind of killed my mood.

My own fault, really; thinking and thinking and thinking.

I can't stand being the mr. nice guy anymore.

By The Way

gahh... hate pain >__<" hate sickness >__<"

sigh... but seriously.. I think this cold is affecting me big time... or I'm just... dunno...

See, that photo Leo posted on Facebook, I'm getting really really cut!

I was originally sad about the fact he had the photo up,, then everyone else starts commenting...

... Cut up like a sad little bitch...

AND I'm WHINING like a little bitch... what the fuck?

but then again,, it IS my own blog, that no one reads, and I feel slightly better everytime I do blog... like a release of emotional tension for myself....

okay.. that didn't sound good...

gahhhh....

Hmm... SHIT! I need to do my Sen. Sci. pracs! oh noes >__<" And I can't, cos I don't have anyone else to copy off >__<" ohshitohshit

hrmmm... I'll sleep it off...

sigh...

Canned Heat

gahhhhh....

why am I suddenly so depressed..?

>__<"

You Are Not Alone

Hmm... going to take me a while to get over Moulin Rouge... so so sad...

Mmmhh.. I think this one can go on the list, which will complete it:

Under The Tuscan Sun (2004)

so that's it..

top 10 movies!

Your Song

Thankful I actually watched this... made me cry.. adding to the list:

Moulin Rouge! (2001)

1 movie left!

Apocalypse

I feel.. kinda sad...

Thinking that it'll be at least another 10 years before I meet the one I can marry...

And within those 10 years I probably won't get a girlfriend...

Sigh..

2 more movies to think of... trying really really hard...

I Call It Love

Makes me happy seeing her happy...

Makes me sad seeing her sad...

I smile every time our eyes meet...

I just wish I could hold her and call her mine...

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I'm so selfish...

There's Light in the Distance, But It's Too Far Away

Martin Kember - Back 2 Him She Goes

All the time I been knowin' you
Who'd have known we would end up here
It took me so long to say the words
And to overcome my fears
Cos when I see you walkin' hand in hand
I have to close my eyes
Cos I know the love you gave to him
Should rightfuly be mine

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes
She goes, she goes, she goes, she goes

It's 2 o'clock in the mornin'
Answer my phone and I hear you cryin'
You say you need me to pick you up
And I question myself why
But I know I just can't wait to see you
I must be a fool
I just keep on telling myself this time
She'll be here for good

And for that moment
I feel like my life is not my own
But still the same cycle continues
You're right back in his arms

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes
She goes, she goes, she goes, she goes
She goes, she goes, she goes, she goes

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes

He breaks her down
I pick her up
And back to him she goes
He treats her wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she go-ooo-ooo-ooes

He breaks her down
I pick her up
So back to him she goes
He treats her so wrong
I make her strong
And back to him she goes
She goes

Martian Eclipse

Blogging again.. because just listening to this song makes me feel a bit sad..

S CLUB 7 LYRICS

"Never Had A Dream Come True"

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you